Tuesday, January 5, 2010

goodbye

I don't know what to say
And why I feel this way
And when I think of you
I know it's sad but true
Now that the bond is broken
Undo all the words that were spoken
And now I got to make up
This is what I want you to know

Goodbye
My friend
This time
This is the end
So long My friend
I hope that one day
We will meet again

I don't know what to do
Cause now I'm here without you
How can I heal this pain
When all there is blame
I'm looking for a new start
So I can mend this broken heart
And now I got to let go
This is what I want you to know

Goodbye My friend
This time
This is the end
So long My friend
I hope that one day
We will meet again

I cannot wait for these tears to dry
I must move on now
And leave the pain inside
Just give me the strength
Cause I cannot wait

Goodbye My friend
This time
This is the end
So long My friend
I hope that one day
We will meet again

We'll meet again
I don't know what to say
And why I feel this way

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Okaeri

Welcome home, sweet home
A place to go home to
Thanks for your love

Pretending to be alright again
to paint out the color of sadness
I just laugh it off

The importance of believing
Even if I understand it
Well, there are times when I still doubt

Times when my empty body
just flows by
It makes me want to just lie down, but
I just want to hold you
These feelings stab through me so I can move on

Welcome home, I'm home
With one word my heart is satisfied
Welcome home, sweet home
A place to go home to
Thanks for your love
Sweet home

I used to believe adults think
only of themselves and they are cunning
But there are people desperately trying to go back
Even screaming out loud
I finally realized that

There is no such thing as
one natural happiness in this world
For your sake, I was able to realize that
By carrying these feelings,
I can move on

Welcome home, I'm home
Accelerating the speed of everyday
Welcome home, Sweet home
There will always be this unchanging scenery
Sweet home

Searching for the missing
wound in my heart
The thing that made me fight and go on
Was because there was a “welcome home”

Welcome home, I'm home
With one word my heart is satisfied
Welcome home, sweet home
where love
has a place to go home to
Thank for your love

Welcome home, I'm home
It’s alright because you are here
Welcome home, sweet home
keep waiting, because I’m arriving soon
Sweet home

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Journey

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Coz It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Lost In Blue

If I look back, the past has disappeared
I can't remember anything, even the name of that person I loved

"I want to disappear", "I can't disappear", "I want to disappear"
All this time it hurts, it's painful, but it won't disappear
"Can I change one day? Can I? Can I?"
That miserable, struggling summer

"There's nothing beyond this point?"
That twisted sun and your voice on that day
At the end of such a world

"I want to disappear", "I can't disappear", "I want to disappear"
All this time it hurts, it's painful, but it won't disappear
"Is it okay now?" "It's okay" "Thank you" "Goodbye"

To me from that summer

"I'm sorry, I couldn't do it. You're probably laughing now with that smile you're not good at making"

I'm going to be born again
Being born as myself again

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Let Go

You never thought things would turn out like this, did you?
It's when you know time's different and it change..

I know I gotta let go
I know gotta leave things behind and let go
I know I gotta be strong
You better know where you're going and know where you're from
Better believe it..

How thing's stand, I just couldn't forget you
I can't just shut you away
While I know that we couldn't let it get any deeper
No matter what, I've gotta let you know how I feel
Especially when I'm giving it all I've got
I want your heart, even if it's just for one moment


I'm still drowning in this love that cannot be
I don't want to wake from this dream, can't let go
It's selfish, but I don't care
I want your unwavering love right here

It all started off with " Hey how you doin'"
A love story wound open as we met eye to eye
And now, I'm left wondering
"Do love and loss come as a set?"
Time stands still, even though I left you
I make myself believe that I'm alright
Though it hurts my heart for you not to be my side
Just wonderin' if you feel the same
I wanna see if these feelings are for real
Idling away your life doesn't make you nobody
So dont be afraid, loosen up your reins.
If you wanna be free, let go ..
I'm tellin' you, ego is terrorism of the heart..

Though sweet and silent passes by
My body - It's breaking apart,
Why does it have to be like this?

Enveloped by dark anxiety,
I feel like I'm going to break
Oh why do I try to take control of love
Don't say anything, I just want you love right here

I lept abroard just as the love train's door began to shut
A man who doesn't like to wait so in straight no chase
Run, run, run at a furious speed towards reality
The hands on my watch don't stop
The magic that only works once, the key to destiny
Love changes things so suddenly, it ridiculous logic
Don't rush Mr.heartbreak might stay
Rewind, fade, the memory returns

Tell me how to be free
Will my heart be free?
So tell me, even for just a moment

I'm still drowning in this love that canoot be
I don't want to wake from this dream, can't let go
It's selfish, but I don't care
I want your unwavering love right here..

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

how come?! [despair, tear, wait, revenge]

oops, i never knew this would happen to me
I get tired always waiting for you
so many tragic girls around you
i never wanted to be one of them

watching you, i would lose myself
my confidence grew weak
whenever you called me, oh my honey
I'd show up in front of you without delay

you're so handsome, so handsome
watching you.. makes me dizzy
you're so mean, so mean
you just smile and ignore my feelings

how come? how come? how come?..
how come i have to love you?
how come? how come? how come? how come I'm in such distress?
how come I was such a fool like this?

no matter how calm i pretend to be,
you know what I'm like
I was known for being arrogant
but I've changed because of you
so if you turn me back to what i was
i warning you ..
whenever I'm next to you, why is it? my heart stops beating

It's a game with such a predictable ending
everyone tries to stop me
everytime i talk about you
but still, i have no choice
thinking about you keeps me smiling

day by day, thinking deep about you
it doesn't tell me what's inside you
watch me only and tell me, oh my darling
aren't you fed up with so many girls around you?

you're so handsome, so handsome
watching you is so thrilling
you're so busy so busy
i want to be with you everyday

how come? how come? how come?..
how come i have to love you?
how come? how come? how come? how come I'm in such distress?
how come I was such a fool like this?

respect me..
i know i like you more then you like me
(you don't be nasty)
I'm going crazy
my love's getting bigger
what should i do now?
you're the only one that fascinates me
tell me you love me

how come? how come? how come?
how come you were born like that?
how come you're stolen my heart?
how come? how come? how come?
how come you walked up to me?
how come you made me love you?