Lost In Blue

If I look back, the past has disappeared
I can't remember anything, even the name of that person I loved

"I want to disappear", "I can't disappear", "I want to disappear"
All this time it hurts, it's painful, but it won't disappear
"Can I change one day? Can I? Can I?"
That miserable, struggling summer

"There's nothing beyond this point?"
That twisted sun and your voice on that day
At the end of such a world

"I want to disappear", "I can't disappear", "I want to disappear"
All this time it hurts, it's painful, but it won't disappear
"Is it okay now?" "It's okay" "Thank you" "Goodbye"

To me from that summer

"I'm sorry, I couldn't do it. You're probably laughing now with that smile you're not good at making"

I'm going to be born again
Being born as myself again