Lost In Blue

If I look back, the past has disappeared
I can't remember anything, even the name of that person I loved

"I want to disappear", "I can't disappear", "I want to disappear"
All this time it hurts, it's painful, but it won't disappear
"Can I change one day? Can I? Can I?"
That miserable, struggling summer

"There's nothing beyond this point?"
That twisted sun and your voice on that day
At the end of such a world

"I want to disappear", "I can't disappear", "I want to disappear"
All this time it hurts, it's painful, but it won't disappear
"Is it okay now?" "It's okay" "Thank you" "Goodbye"

To me from that summer

"I'm sorry, I couldn't do it. You're probably laughing now with that smile you're not good at making"

I'm going to be born again
Being born as myself again

Let Go

You never thought things would turn out like this, did you?
It's when you know time's different and it change..

I know I gotta let go
I know gotta leave things behind and let go
I know I gotta be strong
You better know where you're going and know where you're from
Better believe it..

How thing's stand, I just couldn't forget you
I can't just shut you away
While I know that we couldn't let it get any deeper
No matter what, I've gotta let you know how I feel
Especially when I'm giving it all I've got
I want your heart, even if it's just for one moment


I'm still drowning in this love that cannot be
I don't want to wake from this dream, can't let go
It's selfish, but I don't care
I want your unwavering love right here

It all started off with " Hey how you doin'"
A love story wound open as we met eye to eye
And now, I'm left wondering
"Do love and loss come as a set?"
Time stands still, even though I left you
I make myself believe that I'm alright
Though it hurts my heart for you not to be my side
Just wonderin' if you feel the same
I wanna see if these feelings are for real
Idling away your life doesn't make you nobody
So dont be afraid, loosen up your reins.
If you wanna be free, let go ..
I'm tellin' you, ego is terrorism of the heart..

Though sweet and silent passes by
My body - It's breaking apart,
Why does it have to be like this?

Enveloped by dark anxiety,
I feel like I'm going to break
Oh why do I try to take control of love
Don't say anything, I just want you love right here

I lept abroard just as the love train's door began to shut
A man who doesn't like to wait so in straight no chase
Run, run, run at a furious speed towards reality
The hands on my watch don't stop
The magic that only works once, the key to destiny
Love changes things so suddenly, it ridiculous logic
Don't rush Mr.heartbreak might stay
Rewind, fade, the memory returns

Tell me how to be free
Will my heart be free?
So tell me, even for just a moment

I'm still drowning in this love that canoot be
I don't want to wake from this dream, can't let go
It's selfish, but I don't care
I want your unwavering love right here..